okay, so after about a month and a half of looking, and yet finding nothing, and finding no one that looked at my resume and uttered something along the lines of "liar" or "unbelievable" (and not in a good way).. my roommate finally said the words i was dreading.... i now have 3 weeks to find a job that pays at least $500 a month, or im out. yup, that means homeless... and with no college degree... a dollar to my name (literally) and my mode of transportation in need of a new battery. and unless someone at some college is willing to accept me into their school with no SAT score, i cant go to college and get the GI Bill, the montgomery one nor the post 911 one... which is a MAJOR letdown, as i was already accepted into U of D 4 times, but couldnt go cuz my prick captain...*i think i mentioned that somewhere in the past posts* so lets see... everyone ive been to, including places like wal-mart and fast food places, usually takes one look at my application and says "positions been filled" or "we need someone with a degree" ...... and im like "are you FUCKING RETARDED! i was working 20 hour days,, how the FUCK was i supposed to get a degree working supply with only me in the office" it makes me soooooo pissed that these bratty and/or slutty teenage kids get a job i hould have cuz they wear a d cup and are going to college cuz their daddy can afford it. meanwhile, a former marine that worked 10 times as hard as their calc classes cant get a simple job like tocking shelves in fucking walmart....during xmas season... has this world really gone this far in the shits where a fucking vet needs a degree before they can get a job at a place like walmart? i mean no direspect to walmart and their prices and all but damn, its like the first place someone in high school or (late) middle school goes to get a job...
so what have i been doing to prevent this? skorching the earth everywhere thats around 10 miles away that i can go to get a job.... walmart, mall, fast food places, diners, sports places, office places, everything i can think of... even perdue..and still nothing. (i used to work for mountaire, and had to leave for military training before i could finish up my probation period, so theyre 'not allowed' to vouch for me, which is another fucked up rule... i had to quit cuz i moved to a place 38 miles away, and was spending about $490 a week on gas, ut making like $440..so i was wasting money to work.. and i figured theyd transfer me up here but obviously not)
so yeah, she literally giving me until the 2nd of jan to get a steady job or move out. oh, and i cant file for unemployment, cuz eith way, the rules dont apply. if i say i quit, its automatically disqualified cuz i quit.. if my job says they fired me, theyd have to 1: lie and 2: say they fired me just cuz they felt like it *since i was still in probationary period* and had no legit reason, and pay for my unemployment. also, i found out that my license is suspended, cuz i paid a ticket, but i didnt pay a late fee (i was 2 days late on it) and the court fees for it... and only found out when i put an application in for a car dealership, for office/file work and for detailing cars..no letter or call or nothing. and cuz i have no money now, i have no phone ervice.... im using skype to call ppl and send text messages.... i know, sad, but i have to make do with what i got.
my plans today...... do another circle around dover and see if anyone will hire me......
and yes, when im not putting in pplications or at an interview, im wearing a sad face :( i have no social life (cant afford one) and unle i can meet someone who pays me to go out with them (ha! thats like finding jesus christ's body) no girlfriend... i dont have time for anything cept for job searching.... i need a fuckin miracle.